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Monday, January 28, 2008

10:25PM - ******

uh.ok. so i was at tech for a couple of days and right before i get ready to leave i get an incoherent call from my dad. turns out he was having a minor stroke and waited too long so now his speech is kinda messed up and the right side of his face has drooped. we're hoping physical therapy will help with both.other than all that he's doing great. he's in stable condition and happy to be alive.

Current mood: indescribable

Monday, December 3, 2007

12:41AM - What Do You Have To Say? - I'm Just Wild About...

What are you passionate about?
I'd have to  say I'm passionate about making people laugh enough in life. Especially serious people like my family members. Everyone in my family seems to be serious and tightly wound-up about things in their life. I tend to make a fool out of myself a lot (mostly by accident) and share my wacky almost unbelievable stories that could only happen to me.

Current mood: calm

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

2:03AM - No one cares.

We're not in high school anymore. Please move on. Find a job or something else to take up your time besides drama and using people. Oh and btw pot isn't everything.

Friendships aren't as meaningful as they used to be. That one group you made in high school is hard to shake and is so precious. I just wish people were able to care for each other like they used to. Mostly girls seem to be the ones I can't bond with for long. I think it's because I'm not in a relationship or have enough drama to keep them entertained nor do I put up with the bs. I need music...fuck. Worst entry in a long time. Don't ask me about it. I don't have any answers.

Friday, September 14, 2007

1:27PM - i just can't catch a break lately

i'm being spread too thin and not given enough for me. i'm not making that much money anymore and now i'm starting classes. vcu gave me some lameass fees from the previous semester .which didn't make any sense.and now when i try and get my shit together i can't because i'm getting no financial backing from my parents and i have to pay for my semester at aim.  sorry to everyone i owe money to. i know it's  taking time but you have to understand when i have the money ready for you that day you should take it! because something else is probably gonna take it from me in the next few days. no i'm not spending your money on me i have no luxuries anymore. i can't even afford to buy cigs. i need to pick up a 2nd job. ulta fell through and everyone left including me. now i don't recognize anyone working there. still no car leaving me socially cripple half the time. i really want to drive.
basically this summer sucked now my fall will too.

i went to my uncle's funeral today and man i couldn't even stay for the whole thing. i got so sick during the first part they had to take me home.
my other uncle is freeloading off my parents. he's been here since may and it's making me wonder wtf he's doing here when he has a wife and kids back in his country. i mean i didn't mind it for the first few weeks but now he's just stepping on toes and being really awkward. i also found asylum papers for him to stay in the U.S. ugh i want him out. i have a feeling once i get my second job i'm gonna be moving out soon after.

maybe i should report him to the ins.

Current mood: apathetic

Monday, September 10, 2007

6:24PM - What Do You Have To Say? - Music: My First Favorite Band

What was the first band you became a fan of?
My first favorite band would have to be Metallica.  Before them I didn't really listen to anything besides hip hop.

Saturday, September 1, 2007

3:19AM - PIGS


Current mood: Thrilled and chilled

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

12:03AM - *Shrug*

Sometimes I think my soul mate is already dead.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007


I let a lot of people down this summer.

Sunday, July 15, 2007


i miss the times when all my friends got along.

Friday, July 13, 2007

3:45AM - come in and have a sit.

my nights are getting stranger.

Current mood: awake

Monday, May 21, 2007



Wednesday, May 9, 2007

11:31PM - In the river we will go.

God, I've got the greatest fucking friends...

Summer tastes so good.

Current mood: grateful

Saturday, May 5, 2007

12:27PM - We'll make it if we run!

Best night of my life.

It was a revival for music.

Nicest band you'll ever meet.

Softest hands you'll ever touch.

I am content and hope to see them again.

Thanks for the heads up Sue!
I get your ticket next time they're in town.

Current mood: indescribable

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

8:04PM - Thank lemonad.

I was freaking out and breaking down. Now I know what I have to do.

This year showed me that I needed a break and that I was fooling myself into thinking I was in the right field.

This summer I'm taking an editing/filming course, working at Ulta and hopefully interning at Gannet. In the fall I'm not going back to VCU but I in fact am staying at nova for a semester and working.Come spring I will be returning to VCU with a fully refreshed mindset.

I have decided this is the fairest path at this point and I will indeed continue my college education. No flight attendant school for me just yet but it is still an option.

Monday, April 23, 2007

5:22PM - mean.

my roommate and I have teamed up again to go against another one of our roommates. she moved in before winter break and we've been really tolerant of her spoiled nature. she hides stuff from us that is normally shared, steals some of our food, talks our ears off and cries a lot. i've been really nice because i felt bad for being involved in kicking out a roommate for the past two semesters but now i don't care. she sleeps all day which i don't care about but i'm not gonna keep it down 24/7 anymore so today i came back from nova hauling a bunch of my shit through the door and before i could get to my room she came out and told me to keep it down....so i sorta snapped and told her she was too ugly to have that much self-esteem. so she cried and now the other roommate is chilling in my room to avoid the drama. it's the end of the semester i don't ever have to see any of these shit shows after may 11th.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007


April is no longer the happy month.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

2:00AM - "if i were you i'd take this opportunity to vigorously scrub his armpits"

Remember my last entry? yeah boy was I right.

Lots of life changing things have occurred since then.
The only one I'll mention is that tonight my mom told me they're planning to leave the country next year. forever. I've been assured for awhile now that they would not leave until I was out of college but I guess with all the stuff that happened back in their old country they feel it's time to go back and take care of family affairs.  I have been anything but grown up. I won't survive on my own. Heh. yay 20s. I guess I should really put down the blunt/bong/shot and focus on moving on but I'm seriously lame. Terrified of becoming responsible and older. Not just because of the recent birthday I've been like this since 9th(right around the same time I got on the stuff). Guh I should listen to my dad and marry rich.

I'm probably going with them for the move, just until school starts again. I think I have to start looking for a place over the summer not sure of where though...either richmond or nova.

ta ta

Friday, March 30, 2007


Teen years sucked but they weren't as bad as what's ahead.

Sunday, March 25, 2007


a little bummed my best friend won't even be around for my bday.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

2:22PM - zebu, it's my new favorite word.

Not one of my best spring breaks but still good times. I wish I saw more people but today my main goal is to drink and be merry.

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